So, lets play some funky music. Yeah, Aahhh. You know what it is... Black and yellow. Black and yellow.
Well lately I've been up to some stuff and I haven't been blogging about it because well... I just shouldn't. I would totally throw caution to the wind, but caution is all I have left! Since my last finals are tomorrow, I have decided that I am back on the bandwagon Thursday morning. I have my shakes and salad all lined up. I'm actually looking forward to my three healthy snacks, two shakes and amazing meal a day. Weird right? I am so pizza'd out right now. I've been so busy hanging out with people and studying and working that I kind of just ignored my diet plans for a little while. Also slacked in my blogging responsibilities as well... obviously. Did you know that finals *suck* Seriously. I would just prefer a program that just puts you straight through and when you are done you magically have earned a degree in whatever program you choose. Seriously, it works. I did it in pharmacy tech school and I feel like my grades were waaaaaaaaaaaay better then than now. I haven't failed a class yet, and I won't, but DAMN. This semester is seriously pushing my sanity limits. I have had so many big events happen to me this semester I am so ready for life to just press pause on itself.
Next semester, for me, is just a hop skip and jump away. In just over five weeks I will be in Europe traumatizing those folks instead of bitching about how America is just pissing me off. I'm going to Waxahatchie, TX this weekend, so maybe that will be nice. Get away from it all and hopefully forget some of the stupid shit I've done. Whatever. Last night I took my ambien to sleep, and I wound up doing laundry and dishes. I don't know if I can trust it anymore. I woke up and my room was clean. WHO DOES THAT?! I remember doing all of those things, but the reasons I had to justify it just don't make sense.
Its been about a month since my last "traumatic" event and I'm feeling pretty okay right now. I've had plenty of help being distracted though. Good thing for me :)
Anyways, this ramble is OH-VER.
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