So my recent adventures you've read about are in dateland. Well honestly at this point I am SURROUNDED with people getting married/engaged/happily ever afters and all that lovey dovey shit. I would be lying if I said that I didn't want any of that. The problem is: I DO want all of that. A long time ago back when I was "happy" I always had someone I could talk to about anything regardless of the subject. I miss that companionship above all other things.
I think the lessons I've learned so far from dating are these:
1. Just about every guy is an asshole, so you need to find the asshole you can tolerate and work with the best.
2. My perception of "self sabotage" is totally wrong, and it just makes men want you more, be blunter.
3. Don't dwell on the past. Especially the "great white buffalo." You haven't met him yet. Most likely...
4. Don't deal with flaky people. It only angers you. You know how not being on time drives you INSANE.
5. D&D is NOT an acceptable use of free time for ANY potential boyfriend. ever. EVER.
6. Don't put up with people who disrespect you and the things/people you care about. EVER. (duh)
And many more I've yet to define. I'm supposed to be driving to Austin now, so I'm gonna finish being side tracked, fill up my car with gas and get my ass on the road. Happy Travels my friends!
PS
Only went to the gym once last week I KNOW ITS TERRIBLE. I have a lot of pent up energy and I ended up with some questionable bruises that I'm not totally sure how I got them from last night...
I know this is gonna sound REALLY super cheesy coming from cynical me, but I really just want someone to love and love me in return. Someone more than my cats, youknowwhatimsayin?!
Deuces,
Alyssa
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